trying to be brave and stuff

Mommy, I know that there is no possible way you will read this post because I feel like pain just pours out of every sentence. In Heaven there is no pain or sorrow so if you saw this letter and knew the pain in my heart you would feel it too and that just doesn't happen in Heaven. But just incase God will deliver some message to you, I'm gonna write it anyway. Don't be mad if I cry, It just hurts so bad sometimes  Cause everyday it's sinking in And I have to say goodbye all over again I feel like I am having the week from Hell, mommy. I know that everything is just so silly but it has me completely overwhelmed. On Monday, I got an inch long burn on my finger from my flat iron, and got into a fight with dad. Tuesday, I had a meltdown at work because it just feels so chaotic in the classroom right now and I left my food (that I was going to take for lunch the next day) at a restaurant that evening. Tonight I went to the dentist where I found out that I have 5 cavities and

Once upon a time, my best friend got married!  So on Thursday, September 3rd, Kate and I left Harrisburg around 9:00pm to make the drive to Kristy's hometown of Lewisburg, PA! We arrived around 10:30pm and awoke sleeping beauty from her sleep to let us in! We would have stayed up because Kate and I were so excited but our bride-to-be wanted her sleep. So we went to bed.  The next morning we woke up, got ready and headed to the reception site (The Cellars). Kristy, Kristy's mom, Kate and I spent the next few hours setting up! The place was looking gorgeous!  After setting up, we grabbed some lunch at the cafe next door! Kate and I did snack on Hershey Kisses all morning.  You know, three for the guests, one for me. Once we fueled up on sandwiches and wraps we met up with the other bridesmaids and Tim's mom to get our nails done!  Nails took a few hours so once we were done, we had only about 20 minutes to get ready for the rehearsal. Although we were a little late, Kate and

Mommy, Well today is the seventeenth month. Also, it's a Monday. I'm just going to get right into it... So so much has happened in the past month!  First up was Kristy's Bachelorette Party! We went down to Rehoboth Beach.  The following weekend was Shalisa's Bachelorette Party at Lake Wallenpaupack! Both of the biddies bachelorette parties were a blast!  The fourth weekend of August hosted the Warrior Dash on Saturday... And Kristy's Bridal Shower on Sunday! The shower itself wasn't a surprise but the location and details were a surprise. I think she had a really nice time! Labor Day Weekend was up next. The whole family went to the Zac Brown Band concert on Sunday night and then on Monday, Lindsay and I went kayaking! And finally, this past weekend was Kristy's Wedding! I will do a separate post about that but it was awesome!  Momma...this was probably the busiest month that I've had in a really long time! But it was also one of the hardest months that