Happy Birthday Momma

Mommy,

Today is your birthday! Your earthly birthday! You would have turned 59 years young. I thought about you all day! I can't believe I won't ever need to buy you a gift or a card again. I was terrible at it anyway but I would do anything to have you here just so I could agonize over what to get you! I wonder if you can feel our love today? I sure hope so! I had hoped we would go out to dinner but everyone was busy and then I decided that I would go to New Jersey. At first I felt guilty leaving you on your birthday but I tried so hard to remember that you would have told me to go and have fun. I hope you don't mind that I went to see my friends. Mommy, I know that they don't have birthdays in Heaven but we are still celebrating you here! We love you and miss you like you wouldn't believe! One day we will have a party that will get to last for eternity! I'm so excited for that! 

Happy Birthday, Momma!

Love you to infinity and beyond,
Kelsey

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